After arguing with the Lord this morning on whether I had the strength to get my carcass out of bed this morning, I finally emerged and began heating the water for my daily Peppermint tea and stone ground oatmeal. It is enough to get me going each morning and is desperately needed at five in the morning. I must admit however, that after my arguing, this morning was a later start. As I sat down at the kitchen table grumbling and mumbling to myself about the early hour and my general "yuck" feeling, I opened my Bible reluctantly, knowing full well that, with the state of mind I was in, I was sure to get a chastisement from the Lord. I knew I needed it, but I just didn't seem to care. Does anyone else have those days or is it just me? I guess I was just get weary of the daily fight and self takes over.
This verses jumped off the page and was just what I needed:
Galatians 5:13 For, brethren, ye have been called unto liberty; only use not liberty for an occasion to the flesh, but by love serve one another.
Being a servant to my family. I am saved and a new creature in Christ so maybe....just maybe...I SHOULD ACT LIKE ONE!! Ah, that daily crucifying of self. Never a pleasant experience, yet my entire day is miserable when I don't "die daily".
Galatians 6:8 For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting.
I began to wonder...when I sow to my flesh (as I have been doing all week), what am I going to reap with my kids who are watching my every action and attitude. I've already had to deal with their attitudes this week as a result of mine own. I have not been sowing to the Spirit.
It was just interesting how this all came about this morning. I'm actually reading in Acts, but the Bible Reading Calendar said Galatians. I thought it was strange to interrupt Acts with Galatians, but God really spoke to me as I read through the fruits of the Spirit in Galatians 5:22. I decided to look them up. There were so many different descriptions and meanings listed, but these are the ones that stood out to me.

Love - to be pleased with, affection
Joy - happiness
Peace - harmony, state of reconciliation
Longsuffering - patient, not easily provoked
Gentleness - mildness, tenderness, sweet of disposition
Goodness - moral virtue, acts of kindness, charity
Faith - belief in God and what He can do
Meekness - humility, submission to divine will, without murmuring, opposed to pride
Temperance - moderation of appetites and passions, calmness
Needless to say I have yet another verse posted on my cupboard door. Seven major areas for me to work on and I am master of none. Just reading Old Websters definitions was enough conviction for a week of pondering.
And yet dear sisters and mothers...be not weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not. (Galatians 6:9) We shall reap a piece of heaven in our homes and the blessings of God when we walk in the Spirit. I'll pray for you if you pray for me that we will all be strong in this selfish day we live in. Don't let self reign!!